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Tuesday, June 01, 2004
Lets see today started out ok. This morning I was looking for Samp and I walked right passed her not knowing it was her, lmao it was pretty funny.. she calls my name my name and I look back and I was like holyshit that was weird.. she just gave me a wow what a fucking moron face like usual.. Then during 7th I was at chelsis locker with chelsi and samp, and I was like me and scott dont talk like we used to any more :(, and then chelsis in the middles of calling me a whore when who comes out of his class, SCOTT! :).. it was soo wierd.. he was like, "wow I havnt talked to you in a while how you been".. me and samp looked at eachother like IM A FREAK!!..anyway then during gomezes class, or shall I say my new lunch period(7th)..I went with samp to the candy machine because she made me, and lenny was their (this kid is fucking KREEPY!!)he knows like everything about me, well how I feel about myself and shit like that.. it was really scary I was like how does this kid know this shit, but he sais he "knows girls" so yea thats a little freaky coming from a guy,thats "not gay" noless.. ok yea.. well I stayd after with alicia (barrice) to make up gym it was pretty fun actually, but Q scared the shit out of me lol, what else is new, that guy scares the shit out of everyone.. after "gym" my mom picked me up and droped me off at amandas, and of course there was a lovely surprise waiting for me :).. what joy, I really didnt mind though :x.. um I meen it would have been better off just me and amanda.. anyway yea I should have "went for it" when I had the chance oh well:/.. theres always next time..uh what is wrong with me i really have to stop.. I'm turning into.. oh nvm.. yea mrs. fox is giving me another chance to give in my labs tomorrow since acording to what she told my mom...(yea yea yea she called my house, what else is new that lady always calls my house)..."she likes me/and im such a sweet girl"...even though the "deadline" to give them in was today but amandas class still hasnt done one lab.. that makes NO SENCE!!.. I really hate my teacher, I have really had enough with everything, science, people.. everyone.. 10 days left of school, and still to much!
I just had a great conversation with Samp.. thanz samp i really needed that your the greatest, and yea ever since march, we really owe it up to that kid, as much as we might hate him at the moment we owe it up to him, we are the closest we have ever been, and i wouldnt change it for the world.
ok well thats enough for today untill tomorrow..Toodles eLenus
Posted at 08:30 pm by eLenus
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Monday, May 31, 2004
wow did today suck major ass or what:-/
.. yea i think the tittle explains it all:-/.. i did appsolutly nothing all fucking day long.. and i had a "lovely" conversation with a certain someone.. which was somethign i really wasnt expecting, but hey life is full of surprises :-/... some people can be so fucking shallow(ok ill just stop there before i start going off).. umm yea i still havnt finished all my labs, but seriously there is NO! point in my doing them because i dont have enough anyone adn if they are all due tomorrow there is no way i can finish all teh rest that i dont have.. so that meens i wont be able to take th regents, i'll be taking living environment agian next year( with of course my sister and kevin :) oh what joy!).. well with my luck kevin will be in fucing honors science while im still in living environment and in teh 10th grade:).. uh its not like im in intro for me to have to take this stupid shit again!, im jsut lazy and i hate doing my labs, hmm maybe i just should have done them when i was suposed to, oh well i fucked up, and here i am complaining about it as usual...
i took a test abotu what self mutilation am i.. and im "burning".. HOW FUCKING KOOL IS THAT!.. well at least i think its pretty kool/ w.e... ok well this shits gay and my life sucks soo im out__
Posted at 08:03 pm by eLenus
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Sunday, May 30, 2004
(saturday) hmm wow lets jsut say it was quite intresting, and not really what i expected:-/.. a little too much of what eleni expected.. felt a bit abanden by her best friend but it was ok i guess because it was my idea for all this shit to happen anyway...(oh yea and if i here and Avril Lavigne song one more time im going to FLIP)
(today sunday)...Wow was today a great day or what.. well actually it was a pretty funny day it wasnt that great, the weather just made it such a great day...Amanda woke up at like 8, she prob woke up earlier but who knows, then at 8-18ish she woke me up, then seh was flashing the clock in my face for liek ever and it kept saying 8-27 over and over :).. and then she flashed it in my face again at 8-30... oh well then we went online..hmm go firgure us online never:-/.. the morning was kinda boring untill around 11-30 when we decided to get ready and go for pizza, which we left a whole hour after that:-/.. the place we wanted to go to was closed soo we had to walk all the way down to pizza bobs wich wasnt that far but still, we past these two really scary old guys and they said hi to us n i got scared, then after that we went and got ices..(thanks ali).. Then we went to texaco so i can buy angie chips:-/, yea yea yea im a good person, buying chips for my best friends sister.. and other reason :) ehmm.... anyway a little after that we desiced to go out and tan wow it was soo NICE out.. and i had fun :), i had my eye on something else the whole time but thats ok:):-x... then i spiled my cup of ice and i got mad :-/.. yea Im a loser.. so i chuked an ice at amanda and she kept blocking them:-/ shes pretty good at it too, and then i finaly got one down her shirt lmao it was funny but she got it out, then we started acting all obnoxiously but what more do you expect from us i know i was pretty hyper to begin with.. omg then her sister fliped out no her an started screaming you could have probably heard her from my house down the block:-/ lmao, but its ok shes a little girl, and she had pringles in her hand and she threw them all over the padio, oh that was priceless, hmm then i started spinning everyone (amanda jackie adn angie) in amanadas computer chairs lmfao it was soo funny jackie and amanda kept bumping into eachother, but i guess you just had to be there, well thats about it really, oh yea n when i was leaving it was a tad bit dark in amandas basement and i was putting on my shoes and i didnt notice what i was doing soo i get into my car my mom starts driving and like 10 seconds later i was like moving around my toes adn it felt realyl lose and i waslike wtf and i wa sliek mom stop soo she stoped and she was liek why and i look down and i start laughing and shes like whats wrong with you adn i was like im where one of amandas shoes, soo i call amanda and shes laughing and shes like what a retard, how i confuse an etnie for and airforce one beats me:-/.. but hey it was dark soo if any if you have a problem with my stupidity fuck you :), ok well yea thats enough, hopefuly i vacuum my pool tonight so its ready for tomorrow.. TOODLES xO eLenus
Posted at 06:52 pm by eLenus
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Saturday, May 29, 2004
ok first things first.. IM FUCKED... mrs.fox told me a few weeks ago i only owed like 8 labs.. soo i would stay after to make them up and i had already made up 4 labs.. MONDAY she sends home a letter saying that i owe 8 LABS!.. wtf... where did shes come up with that.. this lady is really screwing me over.. the problem is i only have 3 labs in my folder, and the labs are due TUESDAY :).. which means eleni cant qualify for the regents and she will be in living environment again NEXT YEAR.. WITH MY SISTER!.. omg if im in her class im changing my scheduel or im gonna kill her either one....OK enough of that, yesturday me and amanda went to the movies to see Shrek 2 with get this...my MOM and her SISTER:), what joy that was, but the movie was great either way, yea but i really wanna see "The Day After Tomorrow". Yea umm idk what im doing today because i just woke up about a half hour ago.. all i know is that im sleeping over my lovers house tonight :).. lmao JUST KIDDING.. NO ME AND AMANDA ARE NOT GAY!... yea well getting bored. this is probably the gayest entry yet.. toodles
Posted at 11:07 am by eLenus
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Thursday, May 27, 2004
Today was a pretty good day actually sept for a few things but what else is new i can never have a perfect day... Any way of course every one i hate wins for our schools elections, uh oh well.. I did over react to one thing but you guys dont need to no about that (lmao amanda hush). Hmm idk i was just really hyper in school so if i annoyed anyone im sry i was just really happy (even though i really never have a reason to be happy:-/). Hmm lets see i left gomezes class again what else is new n went to samps lunch, which always makes my day(if only you guys new what we talked about.. lmao you dont wanna know). But of course one person always knows how to upset me when im in a good mood, just by one look.. oh well lifes pretty gay sometimes. Then during my actual lunch (8th).. lykes practically raped me.. not like i mined( :-/,:) ).. um i meen eww wtf.. :-x )....ANYWAAAY!!.. um yea then me and amanda were suposed to stay after but i wasnt feeling well, so we went home then i went over he house a little after we got home.. yea it made no sence but i had my reasons, some of yous no why, n i kinda helped her out with a "problem" she was having lmao.. uh amanda please dont hurt me :'( , not again at least... uh and didnt the fag relize what he/she said:-/.. some people need to think before they speek..hmm then we made blue berry muffins lmao. mine came out hiumunguess because i really wasnt payingattention to what i was doing soo yea, and it took like 30 minuts to fully cook, and i didnt even eat it :) ... then me and amanda started actting really obnoxious and started yelling everything we could posiblly yell OUT THE DOOR!, so people can here shit that we dont want them to here.. (so if anyone heard anything... we were kidding :-/).. well at least half the time we were lol... anyway.. yea then i betrade Amanda and went and played playstation with Angela :-P.. of course shes a video game freak when it comes to cheesey car games like my sister soo she wins EVERYTIME... hmm then we got bored and went and chilled in her room fun :-/... n then my mom came n 30 seconds later i was home :) lol.. n yea i saw my two best friends trying to kill themselves let alone probably me in the middle of the street...(danny and sal).. n i casually just gave them the finger as i rested my head on my hand :)... im such a great person.. hmm then i came home n um yea fought with my sister to go online and well here i am.. WOW IM SO GAY!.. ok well i think im good for today xO eLenus
Posted at 06:14 pm by eLenus
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Wednesday, May 26, 2004
Wow my brothers fucking gay
....hmm lets see i get home and what do i find my computer back :).. woohoo.. the problem is when i turn it on i see that aims missing.. soo that got me relaly fucking pissed because inew right away all my files on aim were gone.. but still iw asl ike its ok no biggie ill just re-dowload it so i did.. n just when i was about to sign on my brother comes downstairs and he looks at me n comes and sais hi and then he sees that im on aim and hes like what are you doing nad im like re-dowloading aim and then hes like who told you you could and i was like the fucking dog.. no one you asshole i told myself, and he wa slike why i put this back so you can only use the internet and i was like AIM is the fucking internet you dick face, and hes looking at me like wow wtf never seen you like this before.. and yea hes right because I've never yelled at him before because i jsut used to take his shit, but now he jsut pissed me off way to much and there was other shit that was bugging me soo i took it out all on him.. anyway so then he goes to delete it and i was like no are yuo crazy you have your own computer, and he was like so n iwas like.. thats the point you fucking asshole you have your own C-O-M-P-U-T-E-R!! and he was like doesn matter n i was like you are the first person i know that seriously makes ZERO sence.. n then he goes to delete it n iw aslike no n i pulled th mouse away n he was like i told mom im only putting it up for specifc reasons n i was like wow your gay, and i wasl ike go ahead delete it, i can still re-dowload it dickface, and he was like i can find ways to block the site and i was like you do that n i fucking brake your computer, and he walsike ill brake your face n i was like hwo bout you kill me and w'll call if even n he was like wtf is wrong with you.. and at that point i really had it and i started crying..(yes i was crying leave me the fuck alone).. anyway soo then i waslike GET THE HELL AWAY FROM ME.. DONT TALK TO ME, DONT TOUCH ME.. soo then he gave me a dirty look and i was like yea thats it you asshole give me that look and then i told him to fuck off and die... so yea elenis starting off great once she gets home...
Any way changing of the subject.. i got my progress report today it was better then expected.. except for science where it said mising labs Regents may be denied.. can you say eleni better do those labs because shes not taking that gay ass course again..
Uh i really have to get over this kid its rediculiouse theres not reason to be lusting over him, if hes one mad at me, and wont even except a fucking apology thats been given to him ore than once:-/.. and theres really no reason to block someone for saying one thing, let alone that one person was joking n didnt mean it.. n that other person shouldnt take things so personaly.. let alone the person that they are mad at is still in love with them and that person relizes how much of a mistake she made but understands one reason tha other person should be mad at her, but doesnt understand why he should be mad at her for calling him a liar..
Brian I still LOVE YOU, and im sorry for everything i did please dont be mad at me:(
Ok w.e thats enough of me complaining xO eLenus
Posted at 12:26 pm by eLenus
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wow havnt up dated in a while because my gay ass brother still has my comp.. UH i hate him!!.. oh well umm lets see. Yea well lets see m life has been boring so far.. um today was ok i woke up in a bad mood.. really tired, then i saw my love ***** n got a hug and that made my day, uh hes perfect. Hmm then i went to art finised paris crafting my roxy symble:).. Sam your crayon is coming out great lmao.. hmm then i went to floods class and we voted for people for next year, wow my day is really boring, any way the rest of the day was blah omg after the bell range for 9th i forgot my pocketbook in lunch and when i got to class i relized and then i fliped and i was like fuck fuck fuck... and i was liek bugging out adn i saw sam and i saw a white thing on her shoulder and i was like omg SAM YOU ARE THE GREATEST!!.. oh god i love that chick shes a life savore.. but shes tiffs chick so ye¢¢a.. ok well idk theres really nothing much to say fpor right now, ill prob update when i get my comp back, which will be NEVER! uh i hate him. Ok I'm out <3 eLenus
Posted at 10:17 am by eLenus
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Thursday, May 20, 2004
Hmm lets see yesturday sucked major ass, my brother foudn some convos with me and Samp that i had saved and that turned into hell.. but i told them they werent true, because they werent.. what im not alowed to joke around with my friends please im 15 get fucking real and grow the fukc up.. idc if he doesnt wanna read that shit, itsmy business not his if he doesnt want to read it no one asked him to go into MY files.. Any way then he took my cell phone away for no god damn reason god i just wanna fucking kill him... Not like i ever use my phone but yea hes a fukcing gay lord!.. Oh and to top all that shit off he took away the computer..He has his own fucking laptop.. n he takes away my computer no, no one told him to be on that fucking computer. Hmm lets see now i in gomezes class, thatnk god they dont have this sight blocked or elsei woukd be bored out of my mind.. i have work to make up but if i decide to do it ill make it up on my own time.. n that will help me get my computer back from that cock sucker of a brother.. Today knda sucked i was in a good mood in the morning now im bored out of my mind, and everyones really bugging me. I don't know whats been wrong with me lately but for a few months now I've been getting more upset over little shit that I usually do, n I have been really tired lately also. What really pisses me off the most though is how my brothers think they fucking know me and they fuckig don't, no one in my family knows anything about me because they never take the chance to get to know me. When i wnat to know something they wont tell me because they know me as my old self.. the younger 10 year old me that didnt know how to keep her mouth shut, um if they ever got the chance to hang out with me and talk to me they would know that i can deffinently keep a secret, and if your one of my closest friends you would know that to.. They also think im a fukcing lier, but thats a bit inposible when i cnt tell a lie for shit, and even when im looking then straight in the eye they think im stiil lieing to them and start flip out on me, I just cant take any of them anymore. ok lets change the subject before eleni gets even more emotional and starts to cry over the fact that her brothers are asholes(well in my case they are)
Hmm more depressing shit for eleni.. The one person that she cares about with all her fucking heart, couldnt give a rats ass that shes even breathing. (why am i talking in 3rd person?:-/).. and the other kid that i like and liked for a long time even after i broke up with him because im a stupid bitch is in love with another chick and wont even tell me the trueth.. well w.e im out <3
Posted at 09:16 am by eLenus
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Tuesday, May 18, 2004
Today sucked, i went to gym n we were doing project adventure, and we had to walk across a wire, whyle holding on to a rope, nad i would keep getting ahlf way through and everytime i did i would fall, and the last time i got really mad because i went acros the rope and now i have rope burn all over my legs and grass stains on my new capries :).. and then i got really mad n i yelled "FUCK THIS SHIT" really loud, and all the gay kids in my class were like "oh the profanity, oh the languege".. GOD i HATE when people do that. So hershaft or how ever you spell his name idk idc, he was like its ok jsu try again you'll get it, and I was like NO I'm not doign this and ruening my clothes some more, and causing more fuckign scares on my legs n he was like thats ok you dont need to do it then, but he was cool abotu it soo yea that was good :-/.. but then i thought to myself if i didnt have to do it to begin with why the fuck did i do it in the first place, by that time i was to pissed really to care.. Then in english, fucking gaylord Matt Migliori or what ever his last name is started in with me, i wasnt even talkign to the kid and hes like eleni shut up n then i fliped out on him and my teacher was like trying to calm me down, UH I REALLY HATE PEOPLE!.. and then marissa was all on my side:-/ for some odd reason.. hmm then me and amanda stayed after for science extra help it wasnt that bad n yea that was my day fasinating right.. NOT
Posted at 02:09 pm by eLenus
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Monday, May 17, 2004
hmm.. yea well today was pretty boring, i felt like shit and everyone was pissing me off but i didnt show it as much as i do other days. I just started people sucka nd i hate you all over my arms and legs:-/, yea idk dont ask i had alot on my mind and so i had nothing better to do. I wanted to go home and sleep but amanda wanted me to tag along on her bus :), woopy nothing personal amanda i just hate your bus :)... then i went back to her house and took a nap i got something out of that nap but not as much as i would have liked, because somebudy kept complaining about how shes not going to fall asleep :).. the week just started and i can feel its going to be a LONG ass week.. UGH! why do i still like this kid, what is wrong with me.. i look at him n i wanna kill him and kiss him at the same time!!.. People seriously suck thats all i have to say, well yea thats about it.. wow i jsut noticed how much i complain? ugh well what else is new ok im leaving bye <3
Posted at 05:49 pm by eLenus
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